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Victoria Loewenstern & Delilah Singer 29 min

From Office to Owner


Victoria and Delilah chat with Stephanie Loewenstern, founder of Bright Link Talent, where she discusses running her own company while balancing being a single mom.



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All right, guys, let's huddle up.

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Today we have a very special guest,

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my sister, Stephanie Lowenstein.

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Stephanie.

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- Oh, yeah.

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- Whoo, claps.

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Stephanie is actually the main person

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who got me into tech sales

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and who got me into being an SDR in the first place.

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So Steph, I owe you a lot of credit.

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Do you wanna go ahead and introduce yourself,

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where you're at, what your role is, and so forth?

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- Sure, first of all, I wanna say,

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I'm proud of my little sisters.

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Delilah and Victoria, I definitely wanna take a moment

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to acknowledge you.

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Thanks for having me.

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My name is Stephanie Lowenstein,

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I'm the founder of Brightling Talent.

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I specialize in working with high growth technology companies.

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And typically the earlier stage focused

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on helping them with hiring strategy

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and any hires that are go-to-market.

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So sales, marketing, ops, anything,

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not engineering, essentially.

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Started it five years ago,

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just celebrated five years in business.

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It's exciting, and yeah, I enjoy it.

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Whoo!

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- So essentially, if you are in tech

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and you're watching this

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and you are seeking a job, look no further

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than Stephanie and her team at Brightling Talent,

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'cause they are amazing.

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- If you're a hiring manager

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or you're a startup that's stuck on hiring,

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you know where to find a really good consultant.

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She does it all.

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So speaking of doing it all,

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I would love for you to start off by telling us.

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So a little bit of extra background on stuff.

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She came from sort of like a corporate job

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where she was doing a lot of similar work to an SDR

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and she actually broke away from that

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and started her own business

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hence her five year anniversary with Brightling Talent

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that just came up.

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So I would love to hear how you kind of built up

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that courage to leave that role, that corporate role

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and start your own business

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and what inspired you to do that.

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- Well, first I will preface with saying Victoria

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and I come from a family entrepreneur.

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So it's been in our blood.

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I always knew I enjoyed making money, right?

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Or like, I always enjoyed the hustle.

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So when I started working and staffing in 2014,

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I had this intuitive thought

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that I was gonna end up doing this for myself.

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In 2017, I moved to New York City

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to work for a recruiting agency.

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And I was on the sales side

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and I was focused on generating new business

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for the company.

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It was a split desk.

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So I wasn't at the time focused on recruiting.

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I had done that prior.

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- Interesting.

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- And to put it bluntly, I was in an office

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with a bunch of mean girls.

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So there was about six of us.

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The company was great, the culture was great.

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We were just a satellite office

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and the culture was just different.

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So at one point, I kind of just got tired of it.

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I'm tired of trying to fit in,

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tired of trying to be in this mold.

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I was doing 50 to 60 phone calls of outreach day.

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It was hustling around the city,

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like a little girl at 60 grand.

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That's it.

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So I thought, why do I do this for myself?

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Like, why am I working so hard?

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I might as well have just worked so hard for myself

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and see what happens,

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rather than make this amount of money for this business

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and be unhappy because of the culture.

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So I took a leap of faith and I left.

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- Wow, amazing.

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- Yeah.

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So that's amazing.

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So you had a little bit of recruiting background,

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kind of switched to sales.

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So you had, you combined the two

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and created your own business,

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Brightling Telling,

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that's where you have both sides of the business.

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So is it hard?

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Do you find balancing like the recruiting portion

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with the sales or do you like,

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do you have a good flow of that now?

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Like how was that building that portion up over the years?

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- It's hard.

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I'll be honest with you,

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especially 'cause my life has changed so much

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throughout the five years.

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I went from being single in New York City,

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hustling, running around with,

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it's like almost like that beginner mindset

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when you start a new job

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and they're like just kind of just fish

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and try to figure it out

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and then we'll narrow and go from there.

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It's essentially what I was doing.

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So when my lifestyle was different,

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it was a little easier.

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Fast forward five years,

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I'm a single mother with full time custody,

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essentially of my son.

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So like it's a lot different.

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I don't have the same freedom and flexibility

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to be like running around and going to networking events.

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So a lot of it throughout the years

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have been like word of mouth and referrals

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and it's been flows.

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It has inflows and the important part

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has been like supporting myself with the team.

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So like a recruiter helps me with like the screens

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and other people in my corner

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who I'm building relationships to get that flow going.

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- What would you say is like the most challenging part

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of maintaining your own business?

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- Quite frankly, it's different

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and I literally just had been sharing this.

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I think being a full time single mom to change the game.

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In a good way too though,

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it's made me be more organized and efficient with my time

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and understanding like who are the types of clients

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I wanna work with and who are the types that I don't.

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And it also has enforced me to create boundaries

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and processes that will make me more successful

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as I continue to grow my consulting business

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and my recruiting practice.

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- I also feel like it probably just gives you

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really good motivation too because it's like

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you have yourself to rely on and Benjamin only has you

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to rely on.

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So it gives you that motivation to want to be able

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to provide and hustle and be able to give him

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the life that we essentially grew up with as well.

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- I have to agree with you.

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Like I had a level of success like before I Benjamin.

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Like when a lot of us recruiters were like

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at the height of our game,

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honestly like companies were throwing money around,

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it wasn't as competitive.

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And I think that when I became a new mother,

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it was hard for me to work at the capacity

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and at the pace that I was used to prior.

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So it was very frustrating because things weren't flowing

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in like I was used to.

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I think now that it's been a year since my son was born

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and like the smoke has cleared,

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I have more energy and drive to create that future for my son.

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Therefore, my strategy now is, you know,

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creating content on LinkedIn, reaching out,

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being more direct and asking for support,

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asking for referrals, giving before I'm getting,

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like being generous with my time in my lead.

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So again, just to answer your question to Lila,

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like it's just up and down managing the two.

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Like any business.

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- Yeah, for sure.

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But that brings me kind of to my next point is like,

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I don't know, Steph, maybe realize how hardworking you are.

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I mean, it's pretty obvious if you're just listening

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to this podcast, she is a business owner, a single mother.

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She's recruiting, she's also trying to sell and network.

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Like you're wearing so many different hats.

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I know you probably don't have a simple answer for this,

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but can you tell us a little bit about how you balance

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your work and life together?

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I'm sure there's so many people watching this

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that can relate to like being a mother and also working.

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And you seem, I mean, it looks on the outside.

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You seem to have it figured out,

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which you're doing great job if you don't,

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because it looks like it.

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But yeah, talk to us a little bit about that.

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- It's funny you say this to Lila

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because I'm literally this week have been posting

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some more content and having more conversations

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with people about like the work-life balance.

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It's interesting you say that I'm like managing it

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behind closed doors.

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It's extremely difficult.

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And the process of learning is extremely painful

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and it's not easy.

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So I don't want to give off the impression

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that I have it figured out,

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but I'm learning and I know I've gotten a lot better at it

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than I did or how I was being effective, you know,

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a year ago when my son was three months old.

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- Maybe you can talk about also the upside that you've seen.

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Like sure, there's been a lot of challenges,

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but what about like the good things

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that are coming out of it?

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- I'm learning to just be myself

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and rediscovering like who I am,

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which essentially impacts the business, right?

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So like I'm attracting the right customers

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to my base.

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I'm also connecting with my, with people on a human level,

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which is so important when you're in the recruiting business.

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Like you need to be a safe space for people

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to like share vulnerably like what they're looking for

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when they're hiring a team or what they're looking for

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when they're going to their next position.

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So, you know, and through my story, right?

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Like if you really know my story, like I've been able

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to inspire other people through my story.

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So for example, I've had people, a ton of people DM me online

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and say thank you so much for being vulnerable

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and sharing this.

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I'm enjoying your content.

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People are feeling safe to reach out to me

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and share and confidence what they're looking for

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as their next step and their careers

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because I'm creating that space.

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So I think that that's one thing.

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The other thing that's come out of this Victoria and Delilah

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is knowing who I want to surround myself with,

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which essentially is like creating

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and like a leveling up my life.

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And I wouldn't have had that opportunity

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if I didn't cut the negativity out 15 months ago.

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You know, they say like you're, you're a,

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you're a combination of the five people

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that you hang out with.

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So let's just say that like it's essentially

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way better now than it was.

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- I think you mentioned a good point too

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because when it comes to recruiting,

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like your recruiters essentially, I don't know.

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I think of them as like someone that you can be really

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transparent with, vulnerable with like stuff.

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I know that you've helped coach people

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on negotiating salaries.

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You've been there when they're crying, when they get rejected,

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when they get accepted and it's kind of like a wave of emotions.

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So maybe you can talk a little bit about that,

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of how like you hold essentially your candidate

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or even your client's hand.

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- I feel like I've learned so much from working

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with my clients and my candidates.

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And like I said, like it's like any relationship,

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even when it's new, it's really important to like set

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like a level of trust.

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And then like as you get to know each other

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more things open up.

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And I've honestly, some of my candidates

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have become some of my closest friends.

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Like, and ironically, some of like my best clients

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came from candidates that I've never even placed,

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but we've just created such a rap report

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through the process that's, yeah, I don't know,

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just like all trinkles together,

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especially when you've been doing this on your own

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for five years, like the relationships compound over time.

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- You know, your job is really interesting

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in the fact that you're, obviously you're dealing

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with the accounts that need candidates,

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but you're also dealing with the candidates

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that are probably to Victoria's point

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are in a very vulnerable state

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and maybe aren't sure what their next steps

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or maybe they were just in a riff or something.

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And to be able to have a company that they can trust,

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such as Breitling Talent that can really understand them

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doesn't just see them as like another applicant,

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like a number, right?

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Just like a person, I think goes such a long way.

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And that's why if you're not familiar with Stephanie

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on LinkedIn, like she's very active

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and her posts are amazing, but do you have,

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I find that like I'm very attracted to the posts

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that you make that are about your personal life

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and like balancing, you know, being a single mom

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and working because it happens to be very relatable.

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And that's probably a lot of the accounts

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and the candidates that you're dealing with

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have maybe not entirely similar situations,

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but tough situations that they have to work through now

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and you are actually helping them get that next step.

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Like what you're doing is bigger than most things.

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Recruiters get like a bad rep at least some,

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like some people are like, they just want money,

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they just want to make the placement,

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they want to push resumes across the table, fill bodies.

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For me, it's like never been about that.

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For me, it's about finding the right candidate

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for the client and finding the right job

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for the candidate.

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And like honestly, you get a $30,000 commission

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sitting in front of my face.

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If it's not a fit, I have no problem pulling a candidate

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out of a job if I think they're going to be miserable.

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I don't care.

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I live in this abundance mindset.

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And if I come from a place of service,

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it always works itself out in the end.

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- Hey, men, that's incredible.

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- Again, that's why I think it's so important,

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which is great that you run your own show essentially, right?

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So just being able to be there for the client

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and for the candidate.

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Maybe you can give some tips on how people

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can negotiate their salary.

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- I will preface by saying this.

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There's so many different opinions.

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So like you'll get canceled either way, you know?

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How can, can you get me an example?

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- No, we can't link you here.

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It's a safe space.

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- I was just going to say it's a safe space.

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Can you give me an example?

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- Maybe just talk to us about how you coach your candidates

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on negotiating their salary.

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I've heard some great success stories from candidates

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that I've spoken with that have worked with you in the past

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and have given nothing but great reviews.

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So maybe you can just, you know, talk through that.

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- I never think there's an issue with asking.

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I think you should ask, like if you have a set bar,

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but I will say pay transparency.

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I do think it's really important to be transparent

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about pay on the front end, okay?

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So like if a company is only budgeted from like 150 to 200

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and you're optimizing at this amount,

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like it makes sense that you should know what you're getting

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into as you move forward through the process.

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But that's sad.

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If you're talking five, $10,000, there are times

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where I think it's okay to ask for more money

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or ask for some sort of sign on or something.

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If like you think about it,

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it's like really just not gonna work.

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I think that's okay.

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I'll give an example.

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I had a customer a few years ago who basically

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loved a candidate of mine.

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She got to the offer stage.

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She gave her the highest ban that they had.

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The candidate did come back and ask for an extra

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like five or $10,000.

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It annoyed the client.

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Like she, it annoyed the client.

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'Cause when the candidate asked me like, is it okay?

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If like I just ask, I'm like, yeah,

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there's nothing wrong with asking.

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The client really wanted to pull the offer.

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She was that annoyed.

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Long story short, I ended up managing the two,

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figuring it out.

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She ended up accepting the offer at the ask

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that she had came back with.

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And about two, two and a half years later,

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she's been promoted and she's doing great.

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So like thank God that hiring manager who,

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or the founder who was like a little taken back

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by the bold ask moved through that

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because she made a huge impact on their business

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and continues to do so.

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And for that candidates changed her life.

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So she's super grateful that they were able

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to work it out in the end.

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So my point is like, I think it's okay to ask

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but also know what you're getting into

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before you move forward in the process.

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And for the hiring managers or founders,

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it's really important that you're clear

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on like what you're willing to pay out

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at the beginning and not at the end.

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- Absolutely, I love that.

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Now that just gets me curious because I feel like you do

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work with hiring managers and SDRs quite frequently,

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is what would you say are like the top three qualities

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that hiring managers are looking for in an SDR?

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- It's a really good question.

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It differs per hiring manager and founders, right?

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Like at different stages.

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For example, you guys are in like a later stage

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sort of situation.

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I assume you have more trading and tools in place, right?

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We're talking about like a scrappy startup.

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I mean, people look for different things.

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I've seen companies want someone who played sports

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in school because it shows that they're competitive

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and they have drive.

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- So true.

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- I've unfortunately seen some managers put fortunately

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or unfortunately put too much emphasis on like education,

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which is like--

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- Interesting.

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- Like I want them from this type of school.

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It looks at the school.

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Nope didn't go to one of these schools in this state out,

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which is really upsetting.

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- Okay, yeah.

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- Yeah, that's a good point.

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- That's new.

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- Do I feel like we don't even look at schools really,

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necessarily.

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- Yeah, I mean, I'm telling, it's a Florida company

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and if they had a community college, didn't want to opt in.

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Even if I knew that this person was gonna be super hard

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working was probably willing to work harder

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than someone who went to UF, like whatever.

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Nope, didn't want to talk to them.

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As far as like what the three things

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that they may be looking for, I would say is like grit,

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someone who's hungry and someone willing to learn.

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I would be curious what you guys,

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what are the three things that you guys look for

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when you're hiring?

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- Those were spot on.

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Like we always look for people with grit, hard working.

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The only thing I would probably add is coachable

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because a lot of different SDR orgs are different.

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Obviously the products different

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who we sell into the ICPs are different.

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So being able to adapt with the changes

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and always wanting to improve your process

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and not be stuck in your old ways is really important.

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- I also would say someone who's very creative

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because as this role is always changing,

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we want someone who again is gonna stay up with the times,

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is it enough for you to put themselves out there,

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get creative?

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- Definitely.

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That's why that's so weird to me,

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that that account that you were talking about

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is so particular on that person's background

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because we care more about that person.

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Like their head space, like their mentality,

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their creativity, their ability to work hard,

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things like that, not what school they went to

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or any of that superficial stuff in my opinion.

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- Right, 'cause if you look at the schools right now,

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we don't have to get into it, but, you know,

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doesn't really matter what school you go to,

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there's gonna be hooligans anywhere.

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(laughing)

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And I'm referring to all the antisemitism

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that's happening on all the college campuses right now.

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Steph, why don't we talk about any mentors

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that you've had in your life recently

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that maybe helped you long in your career

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or in your life or, you know, any mentors

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that stick out to mine?

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- There's a few, I mean, obviously, you know,

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our parents have taught us like the meaning of like hard work

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and providing for your family, which has played a huge role

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in like where I'm at in my chapter,

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especially with a unique set of circumstances.

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There's a few that come to mind.

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I mean, it's really hard to say

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there's so many good people that I've met recently.

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I think one of, so, so,

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I just pivot back to something before I think

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one of the benefits of like the experience

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that I've had recently is it opened up doors

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to so many amazing people that like,

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I'm gonna be able to connect with.

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So beyond just like recruiting mentors,

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like just incredible people, like I'd be really sad,

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like it's so hard.

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I feel like I'd miss out on saying things.

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I will say, I'm gonna bring up one person

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that's really impacted my life pro family this year.

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It's Nadine Macaluso, Jordan Belfort ex-wife.

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You don't know who she is, look her up.

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You're an SDR, you probably know who she is.

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She's been a mentor, game changer,

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on everything from living life, healing,

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like running a business, like showing up for yourself,

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being a mother, she 100% hands down outside a family

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has been like the biggest mentor in my life this year

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and has literally transformed it.

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- She's a brother. - For so many reasons.

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She's amazing.

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She's just like very inspiring.

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So that's from like life perspective

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and being like a mother and like,

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she had a similar experience to me.

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From a recruiting perspective,

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there's two people that come to mind.

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Heather Belucci, who was a...

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- Wasn't her first boss?

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- She was my first boss in 2015

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at Careers USA here in Boca.

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And a whole 'nother story, but long story short is kind of cool

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'cause it happens in every company, every culture.

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There was a girl and we can call her Kim.

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She had the same birthday as me.

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She was... (laughs)

18:42

That was actually her name.

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- Giving Taylor Swift's newest song.

18:46

- Yeah, it is giving Taylor Swift's newest song.

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- I didn't even think about it.

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Thank you, Amy.

18:50

We'll call her Amy.

18:51

Let's call her Amy.

18:52

- I was just gonna say let's call her Amy.

18:53

- Oh my goodness.

18:54

Okay.

18:55

She had the same birthday as me.

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She didn't like the way I dressed

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and she did not like my personality.

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We all know not for everybody.

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That's fine.

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She was mean.

19:02

She was mean and I was upset.

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And like, obviously it was a youngie in my career.

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Like I didn't know how to be in an office

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with someone I didn't like.

19:08

So we would kind of get into it.

19:10

Long story short, we had a fight blow up.

19:12

My mentor, my boss at the time,

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who was still in touch with

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because at the time,

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she was going through something I recently went through.

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So she, 10 years, nine years later,

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is still in my life as a mentor and friend.

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Long story short, we got into a fight

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and we worked everything out

19:27

and then she pulled me aside,

19:28

my mentor at the time and she said,

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"You know what, Stephanie?

19:30

"There's always gonna be another Kim.

19:32

"No matter where you go.

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"You don't need a quit

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"because there's always gonna be another Kim."

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So my point is is that even in my office in New York,

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I knew there were more Kims.

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So I knew to stay in my own lane.

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But like that advice was super helpful

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in my understanding and culture, right?

19:47

'Cause my job is to go in and help managers and candidates

19:50

who are tired of some toxic cultures.

19:52

Having that reminder that there's always another Kim,

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you essentially take yourself wherever you go

19:56

and there are people that are gonna mirror Kim

19:59

in the office, that impacted me.

20:01

There's something recently that had happened.

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I don't wanna share it yet.

20:04

It's a story that's kind of ongoing,

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but I have a dear friend who has recently shown up

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as a mentor.

20:10

She is patient, loving, powerful,

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understands the nuances of the past few years.

20:16

And I would say she's a mentor

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because she is teaching me other skills

20:20

that I think it's important to have

20:22

to move forward in a consulting and recruiting business.

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So I'm not ready to call her out

20:27

or share any of the stories,

20:28

but she knows she's very special to me

20:30

and I'm grateful for this person

20:31

who's currently being a mentor

20:33

on one of the projects that I'm on right now.

20:34

So we're always learning

20:36

and I'm grateful for everyone that I get to connect with.

20:38

- I love that.

20:39

What's this saying?

20:40

- Well, I love you, Delilah.

20:42

I love you.

20:43

I'm sorry and I gotta shout you both out.

20:46

You too deserve kudos.

20:47

You've been the reason why I'm here today.

20:49

We'll just leave it at that.

20:50

Thank you.

20:51

I love you both.

20:52

You're part of it.

20:53

- We love you.

20:54

- Okay?

20:54

- Yes.

20:55

- Yeah.

20:56

- There's this saying that I heard the other day

20:58

kind of made me think of you where it's like,

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you could choose to get rid of one thing,

21:03

to get everything.

21:05

And I feel like that could resonate a little bit.

21:08

- Oh my God.

21:09

- I'm gonna cry.

21:10

- No, but I would feel like, you know,

21:12

she's just this, I know we haven't been giving too much detail,

21:15

but like guys, she's a single mom and she owns a business.

21:19

We can put two and two together.

21:20

It's been difficult.

21:22

The fact that you've been able to like balance everything,

21:24

but to us, you're living such a now beautiful,

21:27

successful life.

21:27

I know it's been really hard,

21:29

but I think that turning point for you is giving up

21:32

what didn't serve you anymore.

21:34

And now like all you're experiencing

21:36

is like all this abundance.

21:37

So just like we've touched you, you've touched all of us

21:41

just by your story.

21:42

- You guys were a big catalyst to that.

21:43

And I will say it's still painful and I'm still learning,

21:46

but I know that Victoria said this to me 15 months ago.

21:49

She said, "Your future self will thank you."

21:51

And I will say that I'm proud of myself

21:54

and that everything is for my child moving forward.

21:56

So all the decisions I've made were the day I became pregnant.

22:00

- Beautiful.

22:01

Let's, so Stephanie, we like to close off

22:04

with some fun rapid fire questions.

22:07

So they are a little bit random,

22:09

but what would you say is the best,

22:11

I mean, you've said a lot of great advice,

22:13

I think through this whole episode,

22:14

but what's the best piece of advice you've ever heard

22:17

or received?

22:18

- Oh my goodness, that's a hard one.

22:21

- Yeah, that's a hard one.

22:23

- No, it's fine.

22:24

Let's think of something.

22:26

You got, okay, this one comes to mind.

22:27

You gotta put your own oxygen mask on

22:28

before you can help others.

22:30

And this year has been learning about

22:31

how to put my own oxygen mask on

22:32

because I depleted all my resources

22:34

from years of putting that elsewhere.

22:36

- I love that.

22:38

It's so funny you say that

22:39

'cause I was telling my mom something similar to that

22:41

'cause on a plane, it's really interesting

22:43

how you put yours on before other people.

22:46

So, oh my God, I'm gonna think about that tonight.

22:48

- So it's like a known saying.

22:49

People say that all the time,

22:50

like always put your oxygen mask on before.

22:53

- But it's just so, I don't know,

22:54

I feel like it goes against my grain a little bit internally.

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Like I wanna help other people before myself,

22:59

but you can or I'll feel never be successful.

23:02

- Right.

23:03

- Yeah, I've learned it the hard way,

23:04

but at least I learned, right?

23:06

And there you go.

23:07

If you could switch lives to someone for a week,

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who would it be and why?

23:11

- That's a hard one.

23:14

Oh my.

23:15

Victoria, Victoria, I'll be honest with you.

23:18

I miss my life in New York City.

23:20

I love my son to death,

23:22

but I do love my life as a single woman

23:24

without children living in Manhattan,

23:26

running around, being your age 27, 28 years old.

23:30

I miss that chapter.

23:31

I also would have thought through other decisions

23:34

more clearly before I made them.

23:36

That's okay.

23:37

I feel like people can normalize saying like,

23:41

yes, I love being a mom, but the shit's hard.

23:44

Like I would love to be a funny something for a day.

23:47

- All right.

23:48

- Well, it's not even that.

23:49

Here's another thing too.

23:50

- I thought you were gonna say,

23:51

Ariana Grande.

23:52

- No, no, oh, forget the magic chapter.

23:55

So I will say, so a couple things.

23:59

So what I wanna say is,

24:00

I know I could be funny for a second,

24:02

what I wanted to say a few things.

24:04

So I think the thing is, is that like,

24:05

for even like someone who's young

24:07

and like wants to settle down and like has this dream,

24:09

like for me, I think it's like, take your time

24:12

with the career, right?

24:13

Like I didn't get my act together with like work

24:15

until I was 29 years old, honestly.

24:17

Like I didn't experience abundance.

24:19

And yeah, like let's just like live in a three bedroom.

24:23

Things are fine.

24:23

Like thank God, I've a roof over my head.

24:25

I was so attached to a specific dream.

24:27

And what I learned and what someone had said to me recently,

24:29

it's okay to build a new dream, right?

24:31

So what I'm saying is that when I was 28, 27, 20,

24:34

I was in such a rush to make things happen.

24:36

And I was trying so hard to control things.

24:38

So where I feel like switching lives with my sister,

24:41

it's more or less like you have this whole opportunity

24:43

recreate or create a life and like learn

24:45

and like really take your time

24:46

and redesigning what that looks like for you.

24:48

And it's okay that I messed up.

24:50

It really wasn't, it wasn't, I didn't mess up.

24:52

Like I have a good life now.

24:53

It got me here, but I think I do miss being single

24:58

without a child in New York City running around.

25:00

Not gonna lie, miss it a lot.

25:01

So that's actually really profound.

25:05

Like I think that's-

25:07

I'm sure a lot of people can relate to that.

25:09

Yeah, I'm sure a lot of like-

25:10

I mean, I just shared about it today

25:12

and someone said I wanna be back in my own apartment

25:14

and watching Netflix.

25:15

Like I literally just posted about it.

25:17

So it's so timely on how you're asking.

25:18

I didn't even see your part.

25:20

So that's hilarious.

25:21

It's funny.

25:22

If you could rename yourself, what name would you choose

25:26

and why?

25:27

Oh my God.

25:28

Victoria, no, I'm just kidding.

25:29

(all laughing)

25:32

That's good.

25:33

Stephanie, do we need to unpack something in there?

25:35

Gaming.

25:36

Okay.

25:38

What's that girl's name for my starts with us?

25:40

I don't know.

25:41

Some-

25:42

Okay, actually I'm channeling Taylor Swift.

25:44

I would call myself Taylor and I'm manifesting.

25:46

I'll trade my life a day in a life with Taylor Swift.

25:49

Let's go back to Taylor.

25:50

Oh, her name's Lily.

25:52

Her name's Lily.

25:53

That's Lily Bloom.

25:53

That's Lily Bloom.

25:54

Yeah, Lily Bloom.

25:55

All right, I would be Lily Bloom

25:56

and I would go for read the book, Life Mayors the Book,

25:59

Lily Bloom or Taylor Swift

26:01

because Taylor's freaking awesome.

26:02

She rules the world right now.

26:03

That's who I thought you were gonna trade lives with.

26:06

Yeah, I'm gonna trade lives with Taylor.

26:07

I don't know, life's.

26:08

But, you know, Victoria's a well-

26:09

No, I like the Victoria melody.

26:11

Okay.

26:13

Well, this is your favorite question.

26:15

My favorite question of all time.

26:17

What is the most unusual item in your refrigerator

26:20

right now on the spot?

26:22

You don't have time to think about it.

26:23

I don't really have an empty fridge.

26:25

I don't really have a lot of food.

26:27

Milk, milk, it's Benjamin's milk.

26:29

That's like literally the only thing I have in there right now.

26:31

It's some fruit and veggies.

26:33

No, what's the most unusual item?

26:36

You for sure have like half a meat and avocado

26:41

in there or something.

26:43

It's just not in the fridge.

26:44

I have stuff not in the fridge.

26:45

I have, I'd say muffins.

26:47

No, that's not, no, no.

26:48

I actually just thought of mine.

26:50

Like mine would be pomegranate juice.

26:54

Why do I have that in the fridge?

26:55

It's unnecessary, but...

26:57

I just don't, like I'm really bad.

27:00

Like it's a real bachelor I've had.

27:02

Like I don't really have a lot of food.

27:03

I just have food that's for Benjamin.

27:05

We should have a hot pot after this.

27:08

Yeah, it's time you start going grocery shopping.

27:11

Yeah.

27:12

(laughing)

27:13

The last question, what's the last phone that you have?

27:15

I do have a lot of broccoli.

27:17

I do have a lot of broccoli and cookie dough.

27:19

Can't you always buy like bags and bags of broccoli,

27:21

but you never cook them.

27:22

My mom doesn't think you're paying.

27:24

They're weird.

27:25

'Cause I think I'll be healthy and if I get hungry

27:27

or an Instacart stuff, but then it like doesn't work.

27:29

So it doesn't matter.

27:30

So it doesn't work.

27:31

I stopped buying a bunch of broccoli.

27:32

I got a cut down.

27:33

What's the last photo that you have on your phone?

27:36

It's kind of weird.

27:37

So I'm working right now on being more effective

27:39

and organizing with my processes.

27:42

So I bought myself this big monitor and I have my laptop

27:45

and I took a picture of my setup

27:46

and I sent it to my family to prove

27:48

that I'm getting more organized.

27:50

Love that.

27:51

Sent it to mom and dad.

27:52

And it's you right after.

27:53

So yeah, that's the last picture.

27:54

- I don't think I received that actually.

27:56

- It's cute.

27:57

It has my vision board on the left.

27:59

Has my bookcase and then I have my sprays.

28:02

I'm gonna send it to y'all later.

28:04

And then I have a stroller like hanging out

28:06

and some baby stuff.

28:07

But I took that picture of my little setup.

28:09

- Balance.

28:10

- Love it.

28:11

- Well, Stephanie, it has been such a pleasure having you on.

28:15

I really appreciate you coming on here,

28:18

sharing some of your story.

28:20

I'm sure there are people out there who could watch this,

28:23

who work with recruiters, who work with agencies

28:26

or are looking to get in touch

28:28

that can definitely learn a thing or two

28:29

from hopefully from listening to this episode.

28:32

- Yes. Thank you so much, Beth.

28:34

- You just wanna talk life and ask me about my Risa Tisa story.

28:39

I'm happy to have a conversation with you.

28:42

- What's a Risa Tisa?

28:43

- You're gonna get mad.

28:44

Google it after.

28:46

- Oh, Lila, what's Risa Tisa mean?

28:48

- I don't know, I'm just gonna go with it and nod my head.

28:50

- You might wanna cut this out.

28:52

- Yeah, no, I think we'll probably keep it.

28:54

- Okay, good luck.

28:56

- Lila, anything you wanna end with?

28:58

- You're just so inspiring, I think,

29:00

on a professional and a personal level.

29:02

So like she said, reach out with any and all inquiries.

29:07

And she's a great person to talk to.

29:09

So thank you for joining us.

29:10

And I hope you guys enjoyed.

29:12

- Bye guys.

29:13

- Bye. - Bye.

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